Tasks I accomplished today:

Deposited my paycheck in the bank
Took Josiah on a walk
Did dishes
Did laundry
Cooked two dinners
Filled out Moire's enrollment forms
Played video games with Josiah

It seems like I don't have enough time to get everything I want done, but I think I'm losing quite a few hours to my computer. Maybe. I swear I'm not on here that much...

I've been surrounding myself with Josiah, both because I don't want to be alone and because he wants to be with me. In fact, he's a tad bit incessant about being with me. He talks nearly nonstop, has the energy of a little boy, and is always wanting to do something with me.

Last night each time he woke up he gently readjusted my blanket to cover me. Tonight he wanted me to be "the customer" so he could cook me dinner, and I hesitantly agreed to let him flip the burgers under supervision and with great caution. He always wants to help me. He's caring and sensitive.

He's also funny. He likes to be sneaky, playing jokes and surprising people, but he gets so tickled by it that he can't stop laughing, sometimes doubling over, his hands over his mouth trying to be quiet. He gives himself away every time, and it's so funny you can't help but laugh. Tonight he went through elaborate measures to surprise me by playing the Shrek DVD. He held a blanket in front of the screen, and checked every few seconds to see if I'd looked at the tv, even though the sound of it was loud and obvious. Presently, he's making me some kind of surprise drink.
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It kills me to wonder if the two of them are getting closer every day. I have resolved to live my life and not contact him excessively, but then I wonder if my silence is only being filled by Her.